vannessa brianne
5 star health nut / i eat clean.
i like birds & rollercoasters.
instagram: veehatch
chipotle is amazing.
i need a new life.
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June 15th

do you ever just hold your boobs for no reason

(Source: averagefairy, via lynzeemarieee)

June 12th

i havent been in this awful of a mood without reasoning in a really long time

June 10th
i will never give up on myself.
May 2nd kjsfglsdjnfsg >:[
May 1st
me: why am i so ugly
me after 2 seconds: why am i so perfect am i even a human
May 1st amen
April 29th
needed to do something to occupy myself out of this misery

Have you ever:
1) Self harmed? yes
2) Got into a real fight? not physical, no
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? yes
4) Tried to commit suicide? no
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? yes? idk lol
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? yes
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble? yes
8) Accused someone of using you? no
9) Shoplifted? yes
10) Gotten drunk/high? yes/yes
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing? no :(
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? yes
(Right now) Are you:
13) Suicidal? no
14) Bored? yes
15) Avoiding someone? idk kinda lol
16) Avoiding some task? sure
17) Depressed? prolly
18) Crying? no
19) Annoyed with a friend? all of em, ya lol
20) Worried and confused about something important to you? probably 
Do you:
21) Get depressed easily? i pretty much just dont get undepressed
22) Get jealous/envious easily? ya
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things? sometimes
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot? i dont have relationships
25) Try hard in all your classes at school? no
26) Go out drinking? no
27) Smoke cigarettes? no
28) Smoke weed? no
29) Do any hard drugs? no
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why? no
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will? yes
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them?  nope too selfish for that
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain? temporarily, probably
34) Believe people deserve second chances? uh. i hold way too many grudges to answer that question
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying) i dont care
36) Think things will get better? theyll always get better
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished? no
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest) i judge everyone for everything 
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair? short
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs? smile
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest? chezt~
42) Shy OR open? open
43) Eyes OR body? eyes…but no fatties
44) Religious OR non-religious? religious 
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you? caring
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge? i dont care but sxe would fit my lifestyle better right now lol
47) Piercings OR no piercings? eh, no piercings. ears at most
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos? either but i dont want someone who looks like an inmate 
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type? somewhere in between…?
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with? parents but friends are important too
Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk? i have before and probably will again..sometime in the not near future
52) Smoke weed? not anymore
53) Smoke cigarettes? no
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you? yup
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you? id try 
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you? i have no idea
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what? yes
58) Join a band as a part time activity? uh..
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse? probably idk im not good at caring lollll
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them? yes
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like? i have been a vegetarian before
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family? i mean i guess lol
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online? yes
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported? no
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people? ya
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them? if i didnt know them then ya prolly lolol
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems? yeah
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes? starving yourself doesnt even work this question is retarded
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you? im assuming this is talking about any kind of cosmetic surgery? and ya sure. id get skin removel surgery cuz of all this weight ive lost and id def like some tit implants. 
70) Sleep naked? yes
You can only choose one:
71) Black or Orange? orange <3
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore? wtf
73) Cellphone or Computer? cell
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke? chocolate milk
75) Tumblr OR Friends? friends
76) Apple OR PC? pc, never had an apple
77) TV Shows OR Movies? shows idfk idc i dont watch anything
78) Old bands OR new Bands? i dont care
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock? poppunk i guess idk idc lol
80) Reading OR Listening to music? listening to music
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice. pepsi. coke is too carbonated and just ew. but neither as of now. i dont drink pop lol its retarded
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically? changing drastically
83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge? ..what…
84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice. ..what..
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice. …what…
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary? documentary 
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe? all around europe. although itd be fun to have sex w/no gravity 
88) Shoes OR Shirts? uh theyre both pretty necessary 
89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence? …what…
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice. how is this even a real question. obviously finish school. i dont know how many drop outs find jobs successfully. especially ones that arent worthless.
Almost over:
91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest. obviously
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family? yup
93) Do you want to travel when you are older? i dont care
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams? yup
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions? why the hell would there be
96) Rather be the opposite gender? sometimes
97) What will you name your son/daughter? i cant even have kids
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do? no
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason. i dont hate any bands but beyonces music fucking sucks
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind? nothing, im perfect

March 23rd
so

im pretty proud of myself.

this boy i used to like who totally fucked me over tried talking to me again today. and i completely shut him down. on top of making him look & feel like a complete ‘tard.

go nessa~

March 18th
just looked at my theme for the first time on IE

…….

are you fucking kidding me

how do i have any followers at all

i hate internet explorer fml lol

i have no time to fix it right now either

whatever its been that way for this long

whats another day heh

going for a run & then hanging wiff andrez :)

toodlez~



oh ps i got an underage last night. awesome

March 16th
running in push up bras

id like to go fucking one mile without my tits falling out

so

damn

annoying

March 15th
Anonymous whispers: 1 on the second u posted :) picture of yourself! and 9 and 10 pls xx

1) lol me rite meow~

9) peanut butter

10) all my jokes are the best


March 14th
If you know anyone with a SW or CW between 250lbs - 350lbs could you please tell me who they are so I can follow them :)

slowlylosingsam:

myweighalongthisjourney:

theskinnyveg:

losing161lbs:

you don’t have to reblog this if you dont want to, I just would really like to know more people to follow. 

sw: 252 cw: 219 :)

SW: 360 CW: 325- I’d love to follow more people in my weight range!

not me but reblogging for followers who are

SW: 303 CW: 179 :)

(Source: classeh, via )

March 14th
i have some of the most beautiful friends

seriously

you dont know it & ill never tell you

but you are literally one of the most genuinely beautiful people i have ever met

(Source: classeh)

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